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Anorexic Beauty Lyrics Artist: Pulp (Buy Pulp CDs) Album: Freaks
Sitting alone on a cold bar stool, your cold, hard eyes make me feel a fool. Pastel-white features, high cheek-bones, scarlet-blooded lips and deathly tones.
The girl of my nightmares, sultry and corpse-like. The girl of my nightmares.
Brittle fingers, and thin cigarettes, so hard to tell apart, she hasn't spoken yet. You put your hand on mine, death white on brown, those whirlpool eyes; well, I begin to drown.
The girl of my nightmares, erotic and skull-faced. The girl of my nightmares.
Anorexic beauty, feather-weight perfection, anorexic beauty, underweight goddess.
Sitting alone on a cold bar stool, your so hard to tell apart, she hasn't spoken yet. Pastel-white features, high cheek-bones, scarlet-blooded lips and deathly tones.
The girl of my nightmares, sultry and corpse-like. The girl of my nightmares.
Anorexic beauty, feather-weight perfection, anorexic beauty, underweight goddess.
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it's been a long time i was a common poster here about a year ago.. but had to take a 6 month break due to family getting suspicious again and watching me like a hawk. is anyone else completely incapable of purging? i guess it's a blessing in a way, but when i slip i just have to let the food sit in my stomach and being "full" is the most disgusting feeling in the world height- 6'0" hw:around 250, i never weighed myself during the "orca stage" lw- 107, seems high, but was heavenly since i'm such a giant cw: 140, i've gained a lot during those 6 months, and i can't take it anymore stgw:120 (by new years???) ltgw: 106 =) to make it worse i just on turkey and stuffing because i was so depressed about gaining weight.god. tomorrow is a new day. it's back to spinach, espresso, chai, miso soup, bouillon, rice noodles and celery it's good to be back =) i'll post pics once my camera gets fixed.. i hope everyone was stronger than i was today! /roxanne Current Music: frou frou
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Oh gosh, I eat so damn much =( I used to not eat and now I eat tons. Like seriously, I'm not the way I used to say I eat tons and it would be like a bagel the whole day. Like today I ate a bagel in the morning, at lunch an egg roll, fried rice, chips and a piece of chocolate, then later on I had a slice of cheesecake. I take advantage that I eat a lot and dont gain weight, but I'm not very thin either, I'm about 5'3 and 124lbs. And I keep saying I want to loose weight and I wont eat for like a week loose 6lbs but then go back to eatting a lot, but what I dont get is, I dont gain the 6lbs back. =/ Does anyone have any tips on how they stay full? Maybe hot tea? I know a lot of you like bouillon(sp?) cubes, but I dont eat chicken and I'm not a meat person =/ I'm never going to get itty bitty and it frustrates me! Maybe if I update weekly in this community and not monthly itll help me get back on track..
I put a pic behind the cut of liek my stomach bloated (i had my period that day)
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